#my tears are dried up
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I was doing my duty as your boyfriend.
OUR SKYY 2 x THE ECLIPSE
#our skyy 2#our skyy 2 x the eclipse#the eclipse#akkayan#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#khaotunq#tuserhidden#boyfriend duties:#i made you food i brought you juice i cheered you up i put this on you i dried your tears & your hair & i love you i love you i love you#he's trying he really is. my baby my beloved my boy of all time#ayeposting#rowan gifs
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"I've become much more comfortable with my sexuality because of Blanche" um. EXCUSE ME DOROTHY??
#i'm watching the finale and oh my god i did NOT expect that#that's#i'm#WHAT#(i'll be coherent again in 3-5 business days when my tears have dried up but. that sure is a very gay line to tell your husband-to-be)#(i know the line probably just meant ''i'm more comfortable being sexual/embracing that i'm attractive + attracted to people'' in general#but combined with all the queer jokes & the themes of home again rose right before that??#i can't help but think the phrasing wasn't just a liitle bit on purpose)#the golden girls#blanche x dorothy
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Vigilant photo-dump because it's a great mod and if you make it a Blood and Gore ride, its an even more terrific time and definitely doesn't make you cry times two but it's okay, it's all an act of love and im not eating drywall over any of it! <3
Bonus Post-Vigilant Sol because she went through it:
#vigilant mod#skyrim screenshots#skyrim oc#gore skyrim#hes here and managed to make me sob again on a replay of this mod even knowing what i was in for#OC: Solana 'Sol' Jarvi#Vigilant Spoilers#Skyrim Vigilant Spoilers#Vicn Vigilant Spoilers#Skyrim#every day i wake up and i just rotate this mod in my mental microwave#'you dried the tears of the dead' like im sorry im going to be thinking about that for months#first big post about Sol as an OC because Ive??? never had a solid Dragonborn OC?#but i guess now i do and shes made the entire thing my problem :D#mostly just posting my favorites here so I can just see the Vigilant journey#all in one place and just go 'yeah i should replay Vigilant actually-"
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im grinding out the genshin summer event cuz i stopped playing genshin as soon as it started… Why am i crying so hard at this fucking puppet dragon
#nilou giving it her blessing literally made me burst into tears#I love nilou so much.#Ok it transformed into that little cartoon thing and my tears dried up immediately We’Re all clear#spiderwebs
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#‘your john mark mcmillan listening peaked in march’ GIRL I KNOW… march 4th to be exact#driving the 210 back from my sister’s house with pilgrim on repeat tears pouring down my face sun pouring through the clouds#hebrews 12:1 2 timothy 4:7 carrying the fire well done good and faithful servant type beat. all because of one hange zoe#not to mention everything else that happened the day after that. dare i even speak about what forgiveness does to a mf#also i may have streamed neon brother more than the man comes around this year but i have the man comes around on vinyl#it was number one this year in my heart and in my ears#flesh and bone by the killers is. well. a killer. because i have it on my trigun playlist AND my levi playlist 💕#my battle-born baby you will always be famous#and baby by oh wonder…. well let’s just say i’m jusy afraid that i’m washed up and dried out and the water ain’t gonna save me.#(i miss you lyss (!!!) )#personal
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Clarity
I reread the letter today- you dont know the one
I wrote it when you split my heart in two,
It told you I was done.
It's sitting in my journal now, hidden in plain sight
In which I detail all the ways you've hurt me
That I've lacked the strength to fight
I always find myself crawling back to you, with my dignity in the dirt
But all of that is over now
I'm done with all the hurt
I'm leaving you behind me now,
I'm giving all my love to me
And I'm apolozing to my broken heart
For how long it took to see.
#shitty poetry reading hours#i promised my diary i would post this one day#so here i am#vent post#although honestly the tears have dried#and I'm determined to come out of this stronger#break up#break up poetry
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one fucked up thing i love about myself is that ill be crying and feeling like im falling down a deep dark hole with no escape in sight but then i find out i got a good exam grade and suddenly everything is better
#88 on macroeconomics baby lets gooo#academic validation u are my one true love#what will i do without u#the way the grade dried up the rest of my tears is crazy#im setting myself up really badly bc tmr when i wake up and see that i didnt do well on chem all my dreams will shatter#to everyone who thought this was a fanfic blog how does it feel to get siked out#u guys are my therapists except i dont pay u any money 🫶#sporadic thoughts :d
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I'm really supposed to be fucking asleep right now but I need to post about how I had these bitches a few days ago and they fucked so severely that I'm still thinking about them and it's at the top of my priority list to find out where I can buy them in bulk like those huge tubs of cheese balls you can get at Costco
#fuck they were so good i love dried meat#i need to make my own beef jerky at this rate you have no idea how feverishly i was tearing these shits up#i was going ''domestic dog that found something its absolutely not supposed to be eating'' mode
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cant remember which one of my friends asked me about whether or not i have contamination issues due to my ocd and i really looked them in the face and said "nah not really" forgetting i fully had a meltdown about aluminum foil like 4 months ago
#i forget because my contamination stuff is different from all of my ocd friends contamination stuff!!#and then i spend two hours working myself into a frenzy about synthetic food colorings and suddenly think 'by god its the Disorder'#i will eat food thats fallen on the floor in my own home but i will also end up in tears about heavy metals in store bought dried herbs#ocd
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okay wait hold on is this anything... lucy's the soldier george is the poet lockwood's the king... right??
#shower thought as in this song played while i was in the shower so i dried my hands on the curtain and drafted this post#I KNOW THE SONG IS ABOUT JESUS OKAY I KNOW#BUT#she WILL tear your city down. he WILL slay you with his tongue. his brow IS laid in thorn. like??? right???#is this gonna end up in the tags? guess i'll find out#lucy carlyle#you pierce my soul#george karim#my favorite#anthony lockwood#all my favorites#lockwood and co#tv shows
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s o b b i n g
#i k ne w what was coming and yet!!!!!!!!!! auuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu#my tears dried up p. quickly once i realised why this one character’s voice sounded so familiar lmao#tHE DUDE WHO Y K NO W SHARES A VOICE ACTOR WITH RYUKI FREAKIN’ KURUTO#MR ROOKIE RECRUIT HIMSELF I CO U LDN’T BELIEVE IT ALSNDJKSNSXNNXNSNS#i was wondering why the guy sounded so familiar then i realised i heard it in gENKI ZENKAI HANPANMAN!!!!!!!1111!!!one!!!!!! [insert grimace]#nirvana initiative is such a good game thoughhhh… b ut kizunacchi deserves better mans. girl was literally named after string cheese </3#p l e a se lemme screech about nirvana initiative at you via the tags it’s such a wild ride i just got onto the last ending route i think#and m a n i wanna get back to the game alreadyyyyyyyyyyy lien’s somnium was so much fun thoughhh. banger soundtrack too~~~#the enda end made me cry buckets though… it was so sweet………#family routes always get me ma n… wait that applies for ep 1 of the anime this post was supposed to be about too whooooops—#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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#is not a brief memory as it is the rest of the days#daily. an event haunting me without even being able to put things into the perspective everyone else's shares with me#i feel so lost in nights like these. the memory of the flavour of strawberries in spring enough to make me want to puke and run#but i repeat to myself that it wasn't bad or traumatic and everyone else is exaggerating#in the same way I'm exaggerating when i feel my heart skip a bit when people don't listen to me saying no or deciding for me#i guess it's kind of a bad thing i got agency out of that. a forced kind of agency#this body doesn't feel mine and it hasn't for a long time. and yet it still feels like im exaggerating#i remember crying and not wanting them to see me cry so i dried off my tears in the blankets while they got whatever they wanted from me#i remember the walls closing in on me and me trying to accelerate the process#and i remember being unable to tell them what exactly bothered me of all of that. what was the thing that i couldn't get over#i remember telling to a friend “it won't cause trauma. it's not that serious” and yet i kept waking up from my sleep that night#and yet my body doesn't feel mine still and yet strawberries make me nauseous and yet i don't like lying on my stomach and yet.#and yet.#and yet the memory is on a daily basis with me. haunting.#i hope they never read this. i hope they never understand.#i hope it doesn't haunt them as well.
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*VIBRATES* Which portrayal am I supposed to single out, Cain? 🔪🔪No but srsly, gosh, where do I start? Your Kaeya is such a stinky, feral, gremlin of a beautiful man who has so much twisted inside of him, and who hurts so exquisitely, and despite all of his beauty is rough around the edges in spots, and I and Zhongli both love him. Your Diluc is. Gosh you can feel the fire of his feelings. He just feels so Strongly and he's struggles to express it all, and the conflict is Wonderful and comes
across so well in your writing! Your Tsaritsa is hands down one of the most unique, individually crafted versions I've had the pleasure to read about. Gosh, its so fun and interesting to see your headcanons for her. And your Childe is a wild man, also feral, 10/10. Each of your muses isn't just 3 dimensional, I swear they are 5 dimensional, because they have so many edges, and I love them.
TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION OF MY PORTRAYAL(S) ↩
ooc stuffs my head all the way into the sand & shrieks gently. becca u cannot Simply... come into my house & grill me like this :// really what did i do to deserve such rudeness?? tsk tsk.
i've been most insecure about dumbing my characters down unintentionally through my insecurity, so to hear you think they take up 5 whole dimensions, is. chef's kiss. it's lowkey to be expected because you do bring out the best of mine with your own portrayals :joy:
thank u sm for taking the time to let me know ❤ i'll be sticking this into my pocket for keepsies.
#ooc ��� we don't leave room for jesus.#✦ keepsakes#right for the jugular i see ghrhghkjfjrghfj#galactia#WEH#mops these asks up with my hankie then dries my tears with it#weh! weh. WEHH GDI WEH !!
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It's cold... Really cold. I'm sitting on the bathroom tiles and it's nearly 3 am but I'm too scared to go out because what if I want to cry again but there's no bucket of water to submerge my face into so that no one hears me screaming
#its difficult to move my face cuz all the tears have dried up but#its so cold#i love how warm my hands are
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nothing like the instant relief of eye drops on dry eyes
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